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May. 31st, 2008 | 03:16 pm
Location: Home
Mood: Braindead Braindead
Track: An Adventure in Atlantica ~ Yoko Shimomura

So finally here comes that post I mentioned in my last one, something a bit more real about me instead of just joking around and shite. Its basically just some weird issues with my brain lately, which seems to have given up (or as I jokingly said the other day, is so filled with Final Fantasy trivia and knowledge that its started kicking out other bits it should have).

Its just that my brain basically seems to have given up, I'm increasingly getting this gaps in my memory which means that I might actually end up checking the same thing six or seven times in rapid succession because I almost immediately forget whether or not I've checked it. It wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't for the fact that mum's getting more and more pissed off because I'm running up and down the stairs several times at the end of the night because I simply can't remember whether or not I've closed Cloud and Shadow's cage and the front room windows. I've also had to start ringing my aunt (who lives next door) on my way to work to make sure of the same thing, and it seems to be getting worse all the time.

I've started getting a much larger amount of headaches lately (although funnilly I haven't had one this week). In the past, whilst my headaches are really painful, they literally turn up for 2 minutes at the most, and then I wouldn't usually get one for another 6 months or so, but the last 2 months I've been getting them every couple of days, and then they stay for ages, the longest one lasted about 3 hours a few weeks ago, and that is definately not normal for me.

Worst of all though, I've started stuttering. Now whilst I've had virtually every other speech impediment going (as a child in particular I had a really strong lisp and I also pronounced all my "r"s as "w"s, until about 6 years ago when I actively forced myself not to), stuttering is something I've developed as I've gotten older, but usually I've only gotten it as a form of really bad stress. Now the simple fact is, I'm just not stressed at the moment, I was in January when all this university bullshit came up, but since then there's just simply been nothing, I've got myself sorted, I have a nice loan to take care of my uni debts, everything should be fine. So why the stutter again? And why is it getting worse, last night I worried a girl in work because I was stuttering really quite a lot, but then next minute its gone again.

Yeah, I think my brain is dying on me. Opinions please?

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Comments {2}

Jess

{addiction lost}

from: [info]_damaged__
date: May. 31st, 2008 09:14 pm (UTC)
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If you don't go visit the doctor, I'm coming over and forcing you to.

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Tony

{addiction lost}

from: [info]tonykm
date: Jun. 1st, 2008 09:37 pm (UTC)
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*resists being sent to the doctors*

*thrashes*

Edited at 2008-06-01 09:37 pm (UTC)

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